Mica Collage
January 27, 2008
I’m working on several paintings for a poster presentation that I’ll be taking to a botany conference in two weeks. The poster is mostly about using handground mineral pigments in egg tempera for botanical illustration, but will also include scratchboard art and a couple of craft projects like this:

Jaguar Tracks in Blue Oak Canyon 10″x14″
Amate (Mexican bark paper, which represents rocks), muscovite and biotite mica flakes and powdered pearlescent mica pigment (flowing water), copper foil (blue oak leaves), gold metallic powders (acorns), silver scratchboard (forefoot track), red ochre (hind foot track), malachite and azurite pigments (the moon, and the copper ores which are found in the canyon).
TURQUOISE has been turning up more frequently in my art recently, and it looks like that will continue for awhile. I have an ambivalent relationship with this stone. I’m not fond of most turquoise jewelry or its various cultural trappings - my attraction to it is much more primitive. My favorite cuts are the round “donut” discs with a hole in the center, large smooth but irregularly-shaped beads, and some very simple cabochons. When I use it in jewelry, I’m trying for a look that is primitive but universal - something to display on a blanket on the ground, that could have come out of a trader’s pack yesterday or three thousand years ago. I just finished this necklace of hammered and hot-forged copper, African cast-glass beads, a Chinese turquoise donut, and an antique Chinese cast-bronze bell (this is OLD, and the subtle design on the surface was worn and obscured long before the beautiful patina developed). The bell has a lighter, more tinkly sound than my iron bells.

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A few days ago, turquoise entered my creative life in a different way when I accepted a commission for a lion doll made with the same pattern as the one on my website. But this one is to be a Tibetan snow lion, white with a turquoise mane. I am already having fun planning his blanket and ornaments, even though I won’t be able to start on the project until after the botany conference.
Ice Lamp Moon
January 8, 2008
Today’s New Moon is the Ice Lamp Moon in my personal moon calendar. I named it when I was 13, in reference to the Winter Orchid or Puttyroot (Aplectrum hyemale) that grew in the woods near my house. The plant has a single leaf that sprouts in September and persists through the winter, dying back in May as the flowerstalk appears. I made this painting several years ago to celebrate the plant, and it also appears on the Apprentice of Blades in my tarot deck.

This morning’s Dark Moon meditation produced two images that work together, which seems appropriate for the month of Janus, the double-faced Roman guardian of beginnings and doorways. These are 3″ drawings in Yarka Sauce, which are naturally pigmented, kaolin-based drawing chalks from Russia. Though messy, they are very inexpensive and nice if you want to work with earth pigments (or just earthy colors) and don’t want to grind your own. The “Sauce” is an assortment of ten colors (white, black, several shades of gray, and an earthy green, yellow, and blue). The “Sanguine and Sepia” is 20 sticks in four shades of natural red ochre (not true sepia, which is brown and derived from squid ink). It’s a beautiful and easy way to use red ochre. The sticks can be used like pastels or powdered and applied with a brush. They can be smoothed and blended with water to create many layers, though they don’t work well in egg tempera because of the high clay content and the presence of a binder.


On recent hikes in the Madrean evergreen oak/pine forest in nearby mountains, we have encountered one of the few absolutes among the natural nourishing and limiting factors that determine our local flora. When most people think of “desert”, they think of intense summer heat and low rainfall. But in U.S. deserts, another natural element plays an equally important role: ice. Many of our drought-tolerant southern Arizona desert plants - cacti, agaves and yuccas, evergreen oaks and pines, thorny shrubs, and others - have relatives in warmer climates in Mexico, or in California where there is more winter rain, or in Texas where there is more summer rain. Our species are adapted to frost (several nights a year that are below freezing), high temperatures (several days a year that are over 105), and bi-seasonal rainfall (summer monsoons and winter rain and snow). I’m reminded of this each year when we experience the various extremes. Below is ice on weathered granite, with tiny leaves of the evergreen oak Quercus toumeyana.

Skystone Mineral Pigment
December 6, 2007

This is a new mineral pigment for my collection - a tiny piece of greenish-blue copper ore from a local abandoned mine. It contains malachite, chrysocolla, and probably a bit of turquoise. I already have several examples of all these pigments in my collection, but this piece was particularly bright and clean, so the paint is clear and (for copper ore) relatively intensely colored. Sky and water, cool and warm, strong and delicate at the same time, like turquoise. Typical ore like the pieces in the photo is usually a mixture of several greenish or bluish copper minerals, often with dark impurities (cuprite, iron sulfides, and iron and manganese oxides) which make it unsuitable for pigment. The small pieces are the best - they are the most pure, and usually contain the rarest and most intensely colored minerals. Now I have the perfect pigment for my Copper Oracle, which is still in the pencil-sketch stage.
I printed the Lichen Oracle as a set of cards so I could learn how to work with it. I’m finding it much more powerful this way, and the moon and three minor glyphs on each card allow for interesting patterns in a spread - it is an intriguing puzzle, yet the glyphs are good for meditation, and become even better as I grow more familiar with them. The whole series flows, pauses, and moves very naturally. Of course the published deck will look quite different - this practice set will help me decide what it should look like.

Full Moon: Mother of…well, a hundred
August 27, 2007


Above is an egg tempera sketch of a 3″ offset (or “pup”) from the agave plant in my front yard. I nicknamed her “Mother of Thousands” but she actually has about a hundred offsets - which is still amazing since this small variety of Agave palmeri usually has no more than a dozen. The primary leaf rosette was killed by weevils in 2002, but most of the offsets surved and the largest one is about two feet tall and blooming. The flower spike is over 15 feet tall, and hummingbirds are enjoying the pink and green flowers. There is a photo on my AGAVE NOTES page (on the cactus homepage). This particular plant is special because it’s the only wild native agave in my yard. The other eight species that I planted are native to southern AZ or northern Mexico, but they are nursery plants or gifts from friends. Weevils attack the Mother every summer but she seems to produce new plants faster than the weevils can breed their creepy, crunching, armored-tank larvae. As with all agave species, the main rosette dies shortly after the plant blooms, but the offsets survive and the dry stalk (hopefully with a few seedpods) persists for a couple of years to provide high-rise apartments for friendly carpenter bees.
Walking Close to Home
August 17, 2007

Here’s a view from my daily morning walk, a 4.5-mile loop along a dirt road and a rocky, sandy wash. This area is especially rich in dense forests of very tall ocotillos, which are the intensely green sticks in the photo.
For the last two nights, the moon has been spectacular - a glowing copper crescent falling into blue-gray storm clouds, surrounded by streaking branches of blue-white lighting! Energizing and life-giving, it is a call to work on what is really important, and to seek out and appreciate all that is living and growing now. Put aside trivia and idle amusements, touch the living fire and work with it, draw its energy deep and store it.
Pomegranate of the Day: Fire (yellow and orange ochre, and black manganese oxide).

The Full Moon Shatters into Rain
July 31, 2007
This full moon brought rain and green leaves. A glass sphere, its surface frosted and etched by windblown dust, shattered into glistening streaks and bubbles as it poured waterfalls and tendrils of green light. Amid thunderclouds, the rising and setting moon shone with a clear warm glow, like the swirling, molten sphere that forms as silver or bronze or gold melts in the crucible. This feeling - a transparent globe breaking over my head, and a molten ball glowing in my hands - has stayed with me for two days. Something old has broken, and a new seed is rolling into life. I have so many projects going or evolving that I’m not sure which one applies here, but this moon is surely significant for one of them.
The hot dry High Summer has passed, and we are well into the desert’s “fifth season” of the monsoons. Ferns and oak trees put out new leaves, ocotillos grow leafy new branches, pipevines and devil’s claws bloom, prickly pear fruits ripen, and barrel cacti grow ephemeral ”rain roots” and swell before blooming. This frenzy of growth will last until the equinox, when the sunlight loses its summer intensity, the clouds disappear, and all life dries out and slows down. For those who celebrate this time of year as Lammas, the beginning of Autumn, I will share a summer project: a coralbean, two months old, photographed after a thunderstorm. I scarified/burned the thick red seedcoat on the grinding wheel so they could sprout. Now I have six tiny trees.

Here’s today’s pomegranate vessel, painted in rare minerals - purpurite, lime green gaspeite, and blue-green dioptase.

The Ace of Disks for 28 Days
July 22, 2007

This pomegranate is a shattered copper vessel. The little green balls (one is hollow) are the glassy phosphate spheres that form in the ashes of funeral pyres (in the Tibetan Book of the Dead they are called “jewel-like relics”).
Eventually, 28 pomegranates will form the series of daily cards for my moon oracle. That way, every day will hold the promise of the the Ace of Disks. Each day holds the the infinite creativity of the earth and the faithful yet ever-changing mysteries of the Moon. This oracle will have sticks, stones, bones, turtle shells…and pomegranates. Like the ancient shaman’s pebble oracle, it will be flexible, having a usable structure but not a rigid system. For example, does the image above represent today’s First Quarter Moon? If not, which day does it fit? What if it wasn’t assigned a particular day - perhaps it depends on the time of year - and what if you pulled it at random as your daily card? (Enjoy this game but don’t think too much about it right now. Until all 28 images are done, you won’t really know how they “work” - and I won’t, either!)
Chubasco!
July 19, 2007

This is one of several mysterious pictographs in a rockhouse near the Gila River. The outer circle is pinkish-white clay or possibly chalk (caliche). The black circle is actually dark purple and is probably magnetite sand. The red circle is, of course, hematite (red ochre). The green is malachite (copper ore). Upon close examination, it appears that the center of the circle was originally black. All the pigments could have been collected at the same place, and perhaps the picture means nothing more than that - a simple geologic diagram. Perhaps it represents the earth, or a spring, or an eye, or mabye it denotes ownership. Such a basic design, universal and intensely personal at the same time, can surely mean many things. I offer it here as a cenote - a well or spring - for inspiration.
Tonight we had the real thing - a true Sonoran chubasco, or wild monsoon storm! This one may indeed be the “magic rain” that brings out the sapos (spadefoot toads), makes several species of cacti bloom and wildflowers grow, and revives the ferns. In the nearby hills, the washes are running (water pouring over granite outcrops, swirling around mesquite roots, and fanning the sand into new patterns). Today was hot and sunny, well over 100. At sunset, dark yellowish-gray clouds swirled over the mountains and a huge dust cloud roared off the bulldozed desert just west of here. Then a blacker cloud arose and completely swallowed the sunset - lightning travelling ahead of the rain had ignited a grass fire. Finally the rain arrived, blowing fiercely horizontal at first, later falling calm and steady. (Somewhere tonight, someone will stumble into a wash and be lost in a torrent. Somewhere tonight, lives are saved at the last minute - desert wanderers are huddled in a saguaro grove, hiding from the lightning, rain washing heat and fear from their faces and mingling with tears of relief.) Now it is fully dark, with a pleasant drizzle and still some rumbling and flashing that may continue all night as the storm cells bounce around the mountains. The air smells like wet smoke, aromatic desert plants, damp earth, and most of all, like RAIN.
Clay, Iron, and Realgar
July 11, 2007

This pomegranate is painted with four kinds of green clay (plus black shale and a bit of charred bone). Green clays are sticky and always end up looking rather flat. But the colors are worth it! Two of these are glauconite (”terre verte”) from sedimentary rock, and two are bentonite and other clays from weathered volcanics. Black “oil” shale and charred bone provide the dark accents. For me the green clays have always conjured an image of a smooth round jar with multiple openings. This represents the living, growing earth, and is connected to the Empress in the Tarot. So it was a natural choice for this pomegranate design, which could be a storage jar, a pouring vessel, or a flute.

This one is painted in yellow ochre (iron hydroxide) and purpurite (manganese phosphate). It is meant to be a soft, comforting shape inspired by two fungi: the puffball Lycoperdon pyriforme, and the cup fungus Sarcosphaera coronaria. (I have loved fungi since I was ten years old, and many of them have become part of my spirit, even though I rarely see anything but a few weird and rare desert fungi where I live now.)

This one is an iron furnace, and a scanning nightmare! I’ll have to scan and adjust the orange part separately, and layer them in photoshop, since the original is bright but not as harsh as this picture. Inspired by my own ironwork and by some Thai cooking pots that I’ve seen - they are nearly spherical and made of forged and riveted heavy scrap iron plate, with ornate handles and chains. (When the oil runs out and civilization falls apart, the blacksmiths of the Lands of the Tiger will rebuild the world out of scrap metal, using charcoal made from shattered houses…but only if the tiger survives.) The iron is painted in magnetite, manganese oxide, and charred bone, overlain with blue vivianite. Did I really need THREE black pigments? Yes. I have about a dozen in my palette, all different. The fiery furnace is painted mostly with realgar (arsenic sulfide), a recent gift from a friend. I am not usually a fan of the toxic pigments, but it’s a very tiny amount and I wanted to see how such a bright, hot color works with the rest of the mineral pigments, which are on the cool side. The paint is actually a mix of red realgar (AsS) and yellow orpiment (As2S3). Realgar isn’t stable and changes to orpiment when exposed to light. That can take months for a crystal, but of course it’s nearly instantaneous with powdered pigment. Pure orpiment is bright yellow. Anway, the pigments that darken the edges of the fire are yellow ochre and orange AMD ochre (genuine Acid Mine Drainage iron sulfate from a Pennsylvania coal mine dump, toxic to creeks but not to humans, and a beautiful pigment).
I did work with some real iron today, and made a dozen tiny triangular bells for a shaman’s belt. They still need clappers and a chain. And I sketched the next few pomegranates - I already know how many I plan to paint…but how many do YOU think is enough? ![]()
Two Eagles and Three Pomegranates
July 4, 2007

Today the air is so hot it burns, even in the shade, where it is 105. Vultures fly higher than usual on the rising thermals. Over the house, much higher than the vultures, we saw two eagles circling each other, heading south toward the clouds. A reminder of the two eagles that we saw on Sunday, when we hiked to Boundary Marker 130 on the U.S.-Mexico border in the Pajarito Mountains. Remote and beautiful on both sides of the border, a land of steep hills and canyons, rugged rhyolite outcrops, rare plants, and two watchful eagles:


Today I finished these two pomegranate paintings. All of my current projects involve a several images, not isolated drawings. In finishing the tarot deck, I learned how satisfying it is to create a series of related images and watch them develop into a unified whole. So I want to do it again! More to come….


One more pomegranate. I sew most of my own clothes, and today I finished a hiking outfit, an Indian-style salwar kameez made of sturdy hemp/cotton muslin. The pants are factory-dyed sage green with drawstring waist and cuffs. Drawstring is an undyed Guatemalan sash. Scarf is a handwoven cotton rebozo from Mexico. I used pomegranate husks to dye the fabric for the shirt. The tannin in the husks gives the fabric the same warm yellowish-brown color as the fallen leaves.
